the blue swirl

crying robot

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 04:05:20 GMT

I saw a play tonight. It was about the life of an indie rock band. they do pills. they kill children. It was pretty intense.

I liked the play, but I don't know what to say about it. on a personal level it just made me think about how coddled i am. But not in like a guilty way just in a I don't want to be coddled way. But I don't wanna go on another "I hate being in high school" kick. Rather, I want to go on a I don't know what i want to do with my life kick.

I like film.
I like drawing.
I like comics.
But the thing is I don't know if Im really good at any of those. A part of me just wants to go into graphic design cause I okay at it and I could make money. But if i do that....what about my possible film career. Either thing I choose I can still draw and do comics.....

I know in the long run it probley doesn't matter...but since im not going to a major art college my friends think im throwing my life away...I don't think i am. But i might be who knows. and I always give them this bull shit speech about how I want to make New Orleans better for film. but it isn't true. I'm staying in town cause I have a nice boyfriend and I don't wan to ruin it. Fuck me. I m doing exactly what I always said was stupid. or what I sain I d never do. Although, I don't think theres anything that could change my mind at the moment. Nothing. and I shouldn' t give a SHIT what people think....but of course I do.

whatever

pluh

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 03:46:30 GMT

Senior year is really boring. I'd so much rather be in college right now. This last year is a waste of time.......I'm so sick of highschool. I feel as if I already graduated.
My classes are really easy and although I should be thankful for that I'm not. I'm just unmotivated.

And if I was in college at least Id be working towards something good. and not just escaping like with highschool.

I hope Film school is fun.

to much idea pressure

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 04:36:01 GMT

So for school I have to think of two original short story ideas..

One for Media Arts another for English. It's really stressful considering I'm horrible at making up stories. I thought of one idea including a girl in a library that burns down...................but I dunno where i would go with that. I have no idea..

Well, I mean if you guys have any advice that would be cool. But of course you don't have too.

-Savi

bluh

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 03:14:20 GMT

Hey guys

Stephen and I decided to buy a mouse today. She's super cute... and her name is Kuma. She's named after Kumatora from Mother3 :D (nerds yay!). she's super adorable. I'll put up pics later. :3

here's the pics of Bruce and Blu I promised.

Blu is on the left and Bruce is on the right.

Blu is terminally cute but Bruce is muuuuch sweeter.

~Savi

ugh

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 02:57:47 GMT

I have waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to much Prob and stats homework -__-

makes me want to DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. haha not really j/k.....Stephen's car got fixed :D and i hate mondays, like, with a passion. I wish I didn't have school. it seems like a waste of time.... BUH it's not, of course, Gettin ur Edumacation and all.

hey guys know whats really funny?! the bloopers from the dubbing of Ouran High School Host Club. If you haven't seen em you should watch them....and if you haven't seen the series at all you should go watch it....but not dubbed...in Japanese. It's hilarious. And Jim Gaffigan is really funny too.

Ponyo was amazing as you can see from my icons :D I want to see it again. I reeally like it. I love how minimalist the animation and art style is. It's like Miyamoto completely got away from his style. But, like it is still satisfying even though it wasn't as complex as his other films.

haha

procrassstinaaaationnnnnnnn!!!!!!

_savi.

piiiics

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 03:55:33 GMT

Zuzu said she wanted to see boyfriend.

heeeeeeeere ya go. I'll post bunnies after i take a picture of them.

we're goobers
-savi

Long time no update.

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 14:23:21 GMT

Why hello everyone!

So I know I have been dead on the internet for a really long time, and I'm sorry :C. nothing has really changed since my last post. Except I'm a Senior finally. hahaha I know all you guys are in college. haha.uhmmmm I still have a boyfriend. His name is Stephen (like steve-en) He's a blonde cutie and super sweet. I reeeeeeaaallllly like him and he really likes me too. :D Stephen is like my best friend now...I'm glad he's staying in the city for college.

Guess what! so yesterday, me and Stephen and our friend Adam King were driving around and we needed gas so we went and got some. But then Stephen's car, Blanche, would nooooootttttt staaaaaaaaaaaaaartttt blah!!! it sucks! She's dead. like kaput! gone. This sucks mostly because I have no Idea how were gonna see each other often now. He lives like 20 mins away from me across the river. pluh....bummmer.

I have TWO bunnies now! The second one's name is Blu. she's super cute and tiny. she's a dwarf rabbit. And Bruce is still alive and kickin! ....and super adorable. I had gotten a guinea pig a little while back named Oblio but he died :C it was really sad. which is making me think of what I'm gonna do with my bunnies when I go to college. I'll probley have to give Blu-Berry away. :C but I'm not leaving my Brucie! I will stay with him until he dies. I love him so much.

Anyway I'm sorry I haven't been here for you guys for a while. I'll try to catch up with your lives and help out any way I can :).

tee hee hee

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 03:00:02 GMT

I have a boyfriend. Tee hee hee.

bunnies

Fri, 05 Sep 2008 04:34:38 GMT

pics of the puppies :3
they are so cute

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:D
-savi

outcome

Thu, 04 Sep 2008 01:18:43 GMT

well, as you may know Gustav was a pussy of a storm....well, at least for New Orleans.

I'm so freakin' happy. it's barely even rained. we got like a few gusts but thats about it.
and my dad found these two dogs lost after the storm both pitbulls a boy and girl they're puppies. they're the cutest things ever and so sweet. all they do is play and then sleep on top of each other.

sooooooo cute...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we're calling the boy Vince and the girl Bunny at the moment.

~Savi.

Gustav

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 21:00:19 GMT

So Gustav is closing in on New Orleans..and if you didn't know I live there.

Man, I can not deal with moving again I really hope it doesn't do anything...this is the first time I've been at the same school for two years in a row and if I have to switch schools AGAIN! I'm going to die. After Katrina. I was so fucking depressed all I did was sleep..I did that for at least a year. (wake up - go to school- get home- go to sleep) I don't know what I'll do if it happens again...I love New Orleans so much...I don't want to move again.

Plus, I've finally made some friends..and now...if they get taken away...

this sucks.

Stolen from Jenny

Sun, 27 Jul 2008 01:12:15 GMT

FUN NAME MEME

1. YOUR NAME: Savanna

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle) Savizzle

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) Blue Raccoon

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street): Rae Leontine

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of mom's maiden name): Gansadez

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink): Green Tea (hahaha)

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mom's maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your mom's middle name): Aneegpr

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mum/dads middle name) Edger

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets) Black Tina

lawl

yay

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 19:46:03 GMT

I'm finally 16! Happy Birthday to me!

Summer.

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 05:32:23 GMT

I made a new layout. it's got my Brucie on it. (My pet Bunny) He's the cutest thing in the entire universe.

and yes his name is Bruce Wayne.

I ordered some comics C:

~Savi

Ideas are rare

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 20:36:56 GMT

oh man. Ideas for stories are so rare nowadays I can't think of anything. not even random shit. I'm so not funny. I tried to write a script for comic and It's pretty long but...i dunno. it's not very good..at all. *falls back*

I've forgotten how hard shit is. maybe it's because i barley read any comics anymore.....maybe i should read more comics.

I'll do that.

~SPW

random ass survey

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 16:58:44 GMT

THE RULES:
1. Must answer all questions.
2. Be honest.
3. Tag 6 other people.

NAME: Savanna

BIRTHPLACE: Los angeles

CURRENT LOCATION: N.O, la

EYE COLOR: Brown

HAIR COLOR: At the moment it's blackish and blonde. my natural color is brown.

HEIGHT: 5' 7"

L/R HANDED: right

THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: still in pjs

YOUR WEAKNESS: rainbows

YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: Cheese

GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: get better grades, enrol in drivers ed

YOUR BEDTIME: whenever i get tired

YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: the beach before katrina

PEPSI OR COKE: Coke

McDONALDS OR BURGER KING: Mc Donalds

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Single

LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: nestea

CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: vanilla

CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: coffee

DO YOU SMOKE: i don't like to cause i need to use my voice.

DO YOU SWEAR: hah yea.

DO YOU SING: indeed, thats actually why i need my voice

DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: indeed

HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: not yet

DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: uhh not sure

DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: sorta. i believe in the fact that alot of people are nice.

DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: Yes

ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: No

DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes so fun and scary

DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: not at all

1. DRUNK ALCHOHOL: yea
2. SMOKED: yea
3. BEEN ON DRUGS: ...isn't that like the same thing as above
4. GONE TO A MALL: yes..
5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: I've eaten from a box of oreos
6. EATEN SUSHI: my favorite
7. BEEN ON STAGE: all the time.
8. BEEN DUMPED: nope

DO YOU WORK: no

IS A BOY/GIRL: Girl

FAVORITE EYE COLOR: whatever man.

FAVORITE HAIR COLOR: Blonde, Brown, Red whatever you throw at me.

SHORT OR LONG HAIR: short.

BEST CLOTHING STYLE: ......normal...i guess...

NUMBER OF CDS I OWN: hah like 4 but i have alot on my computer.

NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: just my ears

NUMBER OF TATTOOS: none

THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: nothing. well, i do regret sticking a knife in my friend's little brother's face (jokingly of course I would never actually hurt anyone.) and his mom walked up behind him XD omg. the most awkward moment ever. i would give anything to redo that XDD

wow..this survey makes me seem really fucked up.

mlaa

Fri, 21 Sep 2007 03:04:03 GMT

~~blah blah blah angst angst angst i suck i suck i suck. no one likes me!~~

I love my life.

survey cause i'm too lazy to update

Fri, 07 Sep 2007 23:28:47 GMT

1- Find the book nearest to you, go to page 18, find line 4:
"Unfortunatly, much of the money I make as a drag queen goes back into my craft." from I'm Not Myself These Days

2- Stretch out your left arm as far as you can:
air!

3- Last thing you watched on TV?:
Saints Game last night....we lost.. *sobs*

4- Without looking, what time is it?:
6:12?

5- Now, what is the actual time?:
6:15

6- Without the computer, what do you hear?:
Cicadas

7- When did you last step outside?:
like a few minutes ago I just walked home from school.

8- Before you took this survey, what did you look at?
uhhh Facebook..i think?

9- What are you wearing?:
Superman shirt... and plaid boxer shorts

10- Did you dream last night?:
No

11- When did you last laugh?:
When I was walking home Mark was showing me his screamo music. It was hilarious.

12- What is on the walls in the room you are in?:
Paint

13- Seen anything weird lately?:
no not really..

14- What do you think of this quiz?:
I think I've done this quiz before..

15- What is the last film you saw?:
300. awesome

16- If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?:
I would give checks to a whole bunch of people in New Orleans who are still in a FEMA trailors

17- Tell me something I don't know about you:
I like hanging out with boys more than girls

18- If you could do one thing about the world without guilt or politics what would you do?:
Stop the war

19- Do you like to dance?:
Yes.

20-George Bush:
looks like a gorilla

21- Imagine your first child is a girl, what is her name?:
Charlie

22- Imagine you first child is a boy, what is his name?:
James

23- Would you consider living abroad?:
Yes

24- What do you want God to say to you when you reach heaven?:
"Knock Knock"

25. Tag six people who must do this in their journal:
No tagging. Do it if you feel like it.

quiz :9

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 17:19:33 GMT

I don't know if I've done one thesae befre or not..

x. I ____ Savanna.
x. Savanna is ____.
x. If I were alone in a room with Savanna, I would _______.
x. I think Savanna should _____.
x. Savanna needs ______.
x. I want to ____________ Savanna.
x. Someday Savanna will ________.
x. Savanna reminds me of _______.
x. Without Savanna _______.
x. Memories of Savanna are ________.
x. Savanna can be __________.
x. __________ is how I describe meeting Savanna.
x. Worst thing about Savanna is _________.
x. Best thing about Savanna is _________.
x. I am ________ with Savanna.'

Fill in the blanks! And post it in your own journal, of course.

friends?

Wed, 22 Aug 2007 23:22:56 GMT

I have friends?
like the kind that like the same music as you?
and the kind that you actually /want/ to talk to?

..I think so.

I hope it stays that way.

booga

Mon, 06 Aug 2007 07:35:22 GMT

It's 2:29AM and I need to go to sleep and 1 foot is way to far away to walk XDD.

but i suppose I'll get my fat ass up and get in the bed.

I NEED TO FINISH MY PORTFOLIO WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!

and my summer reading.......

....*sobs*

GOODNIGHT!

hola

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 17:17:14 GMT

ok so wow i haven't updated in a while o.O
umm well I'm in a new house now and loving the place where we moved omg! It's so much better than SC (where i used to live)
And it's even better casue all our family and friends live down here!! huzzah!! I'm so happy!! it's like a dream!

Well today my sister will be gone so I'll probabley get around to drawin a page of blue-eyed boy or something....or workin on my portfolio for school, that i've been putting off... *cough cough*

ugh I need more music. hey! recomend me some music you guys! I'M SO SICK OF MY PLAYLIST. gar.

well....I'm gonna go eat breakfast....at 12....yep...

~SAVI

eeeeeeeeee!

Fri, 01 Jun 2007 03:23:52 GMT

YAY!!!!

I GOT A DIGITAL CAMERA!!!!!

HOOORAAAY!

and now I shall share the first 2 pictures I took w/ my camera!

mee!

and

mee!!

hehehehehehehheee

YAY I LOVE HAVING A CAMERA!!

urgh

Wed, 30 May 2007 02:11:04 GMT

I can't wait till school ends -_-

i have an exam i didn't study for tomarrow XD
~Savi

insert blood crutling scream

Sun, 27 May 2007 19:58:29 GMT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

OMG I AM OCFICALLY SCARRED FOR LIFE!!

I just found my parents condom stash...

*goes to die*

~has no name